一個人不寂寞,想一個人才寂寞心情日記

                      發布時間:2017-06-29 15:13 編輯:山楂園

                      也許真的是不愛了吧,為何這么久了連個電話也沒有;也許真的不會再想了吧,為何所有的事都是從別人口中知曉;也許真的厭煩了吧,以前的那么多的抱怨敵不過一次沉默的抗拒。這次知道你又回來了,卻沒有與我聯系,我應該是知道原因的,以前那么多次的問你,你總是沉默,我以為沉默只是因為你不善于表達,現在才發現,是自己錯了,錯得很離譜,那種錯似乎只能在內心瘋狂的翻騰,卻無法發泄出來。一個人不寂寞,想一個人才寂寞本以為自己可以堅強,以為自己可以承受。卻發現自己在一天天的消沉,無可預知的未來始終讓我有所期盼、也讓我害怕。

                      時間一天一天的過去,工作一天一天的在做著,猶如行尸走肉般的生活著,透支著自己的快樂,在人前強顏歡笑,毫無表情的談論著你的一切,卻與內心無關。一直都不明白,如果不愛了,為什么不可以說一聲,在最初相遇的時候我就說過,如果有一天不愛了,厭煩了,告訴我一聲,我會消失的沒有一點痕跡。那時候記得還說過,我要的是長長久久的感情,不會陪你玩游戲,我玩不起,如果你給不了我你全部的感情,請不要招惹我讓我深陷其中。但是,如今這種冷漠的如同陌路人的感情,算什么?仿佛前一秒還熱情似火,任由我發泄、抱怨;下一秒卻冷若冰霜,不聞不問。一個人不寂寞,想一個人才寂寞變臉的速度可以去做演員了;如今的我真的讓你如此討厭了嗎?

                      雖然一直都知道這份沒有結果的感情終歸會有落幕的時候,只是不知道會結束的這么快,結束的這么無助,沒有任何原因,沒有任何言語,在沉默中就這樣隨風而過。孩子都這么大了還談什么感情,這句話還在耳邊響著,一直也都說過,從來不會拿孩子來做為感情的牽拌。

                      明明知道自己錯了,在不對的時間,愛上了不對的人。我的抱怨,在你聽來是我在要求著什么,不想再為自己辯解,不知道是因為我變了還是因為你已經開始不再關注我了,讓你以為我所做的一切都只是要達到某種目的,我不知道自己應該怎樣做了,我付出的所有感情都沒有看到一絲一毫的回報,可是我還是堅持相信付出并不一定要得到回報,因為我發現我竟然沒有這么認真、這么深刻的愛過一個人。從這段感情的開始沒有想過要去破壞任何的寧靜與美好,發自內心的只是想好好的愛一回。沒想到卻是這樣的難。

                      這樣的生活日復一日地過著,讓自己沉浸在希望的希望中,總以為會有奇跡出現,可是這么長時間過去了,我依舊孤寂。一個人不寂寞,想一個人才寂寞。四年了,這樣的感情與你那幾十年的生活相比,不長,真的一點都不長,卻是我最最真摯的愛,現在,這樣的局面讓我知道真的該結束了,你是不會給我任何之所以如此沉默的解釋。其實我知道我早就該放棄了,于情于理都該放棄,自始至終都知道,我們不會有結果。只是愛了,不是說放就能放得了的,即使我為你付出這么多,只是愛你上,我沒有想過會有任何回報,只是一直都不明白,你到底是不是真的愛我,或者從來都沒有過愛。

                      只是,如果不愛了,請第一個告訴我,不要讓我像個傻瓜一樣最后一個才知道。

                      如果不愛了,請告訴我,我可以為了你的幸福而選擇離開,從一開始,我就沒有想到自己會得到什么幸福,只是想著:只要曾經擁有,留給以后慢慢回憶,卻沒想到回憶會是如此的心碎。

                      如果不愛了,請告訴我,我不會纏著你不放,即使愛你愛到骨髓里,也不會繼續糾纏,不管你在不在乎,我還是會把這份愛埋在心靈最深處,獨自在自己的世界里愛著你。

                      還是想說如果不愛了,請告訴我,這種沉默會讓我無處暴發。也許你不必記得你的世界我曾來過,但至少你該明白,不要讓愛成為一種傷害。

                      也許我還是愿意相信你是愛我的,也許你有你的無奈。但是,如果不愛了,請告訴我!

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